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Roach Jar

by Shithead

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1.
SEA THROUGH 02:20
swimming in the clothes i wore to bed salty smell all in my head see-through and your laugh still echoing as i tread underneath the semi-sea the rat in my hair the dog in your eyes crawl to take root in the thick of my thighs spanish tan line i wish never faded spoke soft spoke slow spoke bad see-through and your laugh still echoing as i tread underneath the semi-sea the rat in my hair the dog in your eyes crawl to take root in the thick of my thighs and, i tried to get the rat out my hair get the dog out your eyes can't see anywhere the sun's got me all blind
2.
DUMMY 01:44
bloodie lip under the pale mooon numbs the name and im pleezed to meet uuU dummy im a dumbie aren't you 22 i hope the lyfe ahead of you is all you hoped it would be MA HELP ME PLEASE i dono where iyam ma help me pleez dust in all the rong places feel mi up in all the right 1s dummie im a dumEE arnt you twenty 2? hope the life ahead of you is all you hoped it wood be ma help me plz i dont know where i am ma help me plees
3.
DEBBIE 02:57
Debbie get your head right somebody's watching you Don't let the modern pulse get the best of you Better to kill those dreams yourself than let somebody else Debbie pull yourself up. No good sleeping You're the closest thing to real will I feel that way years from now? Hardly think I'm ready for a lifetime under your spell Nanny thinks I'm Debbie I'm eight years old and ready to live through the 90's like I will turn out fine and all it is is number after number on the number line I might be nothing but nothing can negate me I am a nobody but nobody can break me. Hard times though you can't remind me if you tried Guess I put it in the back of my mind I'm just your baby much as you are mine and the world's just a hole right between my eyes Stuck on the road between your world and mine I'm moving to New York to disorient my mind it's the only place that I can feel so far away and so close to home Hard times though you can't remind me if you tried I'm sorry I'm sorry guess I put it in the back of my mind I'm just your baby much as you are mine and the world's just a hole right between my eyes I might be nothing be nothing but nothing can negate me I am a nobody but nobody can break me
4.
GIVE/TAKE 01:08
For twenty years, give or take I haven’t seen that stream pass its ways Out of the garbage’s damn damaging And there are bellows while rummaging Oh, they’re placing them two by two Followed by arms tightly in arms They’re taking their clothes off so quietly In the darkness by the ferry And they’ve said their words one by one Taking chances with water guns Under broken homes with broken tales You see their skin turn to scales For twenty years, give or take I haven’t seen that life in many days Twenty years Twenty years
5.
hey hey honey you say I make you blush hush hush darling this aint no teenage crush you know I don't love you this time I know it's true the way you curl your lips around a cigarette I want to make you feel like we've never met you know I don't love you this time I know it's true and it's a hard hard way to be to base your life around a guy like me don't you see there is no heart that is true and pure there's no saving me and of this I'm sure you know I don't love you this time I know it's true
6.
i've had the same room for a while bed wettings and night terrors and sex dreams in the span of 18 years i'm holding onto things i've had forever scratched cds and vhs tapes and thin mint boxes i hold up my three fingers and swear to the girl scout honor i don't know why i try i don't think that i try i don't know why i try to savor this
7.
ARROW-EYED 01:37
It's gotten to the point where you resemble a knife, Sharp and arrow-eyed. I'm bound and calcified So come cut me out of here It's gotten to the point if I had any brains at all I'd already have tried to get you on my side So come cut me out of here It's clear that I fear you
8.
IDIOT 02:26
I was born under a bright strong sun I know charisma And I know fun (and ur no fun) How many souls can you possibly consume Before you're fixed And I can sleep back in your room (not too few) When are you going to realize that all these idiots Who want to help you Are going to help you Even if you don't want them to When I went far away from your off-white, bare walls I still wrote you When you finally called I was standing in the snow Barefoot and throwing up I could spend a whole day talking around the moon Like a book-smart fool Or a dreamer 2 All that's left of my mystery Is transparency and misery Why won't you date me Why do you hate me .
9.
TWO HOURS 00:48
you know it sucks when you're stuck in a rut you know it sucks when your friends well they ain't up cause they're two hours ahead yea they're two hours in their beds two hours in your head and that leaves you nowhere
10.
THE DOGS 00:49
i saw a guy drive by with two puppies on his lap they made it so he couldn't see the road and he drove up on the grass seemed like a fair trade two dogs for a dirty car and i wish you could have seen the dogs and everything
11.
SHIT HAPPENS 00:55
when what's on your mind isn't what was wrapped up in sheets last night that's fine just don't screw up again
12.
feel the highway feel it blurring on again old nebraska old nebraska never ends we're driving on so long we're seeing things an oasis in my dreams of gasoline & mac n cheese and it's really not absurd cause it ain't weird if it works see the mountains see them rising up ahead getting tired oh we've got nothing left to spend
13.
HYDROCHLORIC 04:02
let it sit stagnant and cold just like the thoughts i hold don't be so goddamn naive i've felt my corpse merging with the leaves and i'll say it's the same shit different day and my blood is a darker shade of grey hydrochloric dreams call my name dead trees looming over me and we are one in the same it all ends up sounding alike and i'll remain in the trench i dug in my scoured brain i hear you say it's the same shit different day and my blood means nothing today hydrochloric dreams call your name
14.
EMPTY HOUSE 02:08
I feel like I'm living all alone pretending no one's home last night I fell asleep on the couch with shoes and jeans all the lights are getting dim but I think it's in my head another word under my skin again My timeline confuses me forgetting who I used to be I wish I could see my life before I felt this way Depressing everyone is the last thing in my plans tonight

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released January 24, 2013

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Shithead Harrison, New York

A five-volume collection of demos, b-sides, and bedroom recordings shared between friends centered around SUNY Purchase. Dec. 2012 - Apr. 2013

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